Thursday, September 27, 2007

stfu

Tonight is another beautiful night. The kind of night where you can go outside, hear the reverb of Whitewash, and realize your insignificance.

The window is open, a stale air rolls trough. Summer's dying fast but manages to keep one foot in the game, today being the hottest day of autumn for a few weeks.

Its only 88 outside.

I havent seen my father in 2 years. I've never seen Jamie.

Thats all going to change very soon.

I wish this apartment didnt feel like a prison. If only i had enough strength to open the locks myself. But thats what my training is all about.

Being one. Being the anti. Being the pro.

I have been getting better at controlling my anger. Some of the time, i cant help it, and forget to save face.

Deep breath. Inhale. Exhale.

i hate sleeping alone.


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